Why I Write
Because sometimes a story can reach the heart in ways that advice, wisdom, and even experience cannot.
I’ve often wondered what makes a story stay with us long after we’ve turned the final page.
Is it the adventure? The mystery? The characters who become so real that we find ourselves thinking about them days later?
Perhaps it’s all of those things.
But I believe there’s something more.
Sometimes we recognize a part of ourselves in someone who doesn’t even exist.
We see our fears in their struggles. Our hopes in their dreams. Our regrets in their mistakes. And occasionally, we discover a little of our own courage in the choices they make.
That fascinates me.
As a coach, I’ve spent years listening to people’s stories, witnessing their struggles, celebrating their breakthroughs, and watching what happens when someone begins to see themselves differently.
As a student of spirituality and philosophy, I’ve explored questions about purpose, love, identity, courage, and what it means to live a meaningful life.
And as a man who has experienced his own share of life’s adventures, disappointments, triumphs, and unexpected detours, I’ve come to appreciate just how complicated and wonderfully imperfect we human beings really are.
Writing allows me to bring all of those experiences together.
I Don’t Write About Perfect Heroes
Quite frankly, perfect people would make terribly boring characters.
I’m drawn to ordinary people facing extraordinary circumstances.
People who don’t necessarily want to be heroes. People who make questionable decisions, carry emotional baggage, struggle with their beliefs, and occasionally get themselves into situations that would have been considerably easier to avoid.
Sound familiar?
My characters aren’t always courageous. They aren’t always wise. Sometimes they make mistakes that leave me shaking my head as I write them.
But they’re human.
And beneath their flaws, fears, and uncertainties lies the possibility of something extraordinary.
Growth.
Transformation.
The discovery that they are capable of becoming more than they ever imagined.
Whether I’m writing about a spiritual awakening, an ancient mystery, a struggle for freedom, or a person confronting the consequences of their choices, I’m fascinated by what happens when life pushes someone beyond the boundaries of who they believe themselves to be.
Because I believe our greatest potential often reveals itself when the life we know is no longer the life we can continue living.
Two Names, One Passion for Storytelling
Writing as L. Neil Thrussell gives me the opportunity to explore the heart, spirituality, love, personal transformation, and the deeper mysteries of human existence.
These stories reflect much of my own spiritual journey and my belief that there is something extraordinary waiting to be discovered within each of us.
Writing as Nathaniel Theos allows me to venture into different territory.
History. Political intrigue. Mystery. Power. Freedom. Betrayal. The sometimes uncomfortable realities of human nature.
Under this name, I can ask harder questions, explore darker circumstances, and place characters in situations where there may be no easy answers.
I enjoy both worlds.
One allows me to explore what happens when people open their hearts.
The other explores what happens when people are forced to take a stand.
And sometimes those two worlds aren’t nearly as different as they first appear.
Because beneath the adventure, the mystery, and the conflict, I’m still exploring the same fundamental questions.
Who are we when everything familiar is taken away? What do we truly believe? And what are we willing to stand for when standing comes at a cost?
The Magic of Bringing a Story to Life
There’s something wonderful about beginning a story with little more than an idea.
A question.
A character.
A moment in history.
Or perhaps a simple thought that begins with two very dangerous words:
What if?
From there, an entire world can emerge.
Characters develop personalities, relationships become complicated, conflicts arise, and before long, I find myself emotionally invested in people who exist entirely within my imagination.
And here’s something I find particularly amusing.
Sometimes my characters don’t behave the way I originally intended.
I may have a perfectly reasonable plan for where a story is going, only to discover that a character has apparently developed other ideas.
At that point, I have two choices.
Force them back onto the path I’ve created, or follow them and see where the adventure leads.
More often than not, following them makes for a better story.
Perhaps there’s a life lesson hiding in there somewhere.
More Than Words on a Page
I don’t write because I believe I have all the answers.
I write because I’m fascinated by the questions.
I write because I love creating worlds, meeting characters, exploring possibilities, and discovering where an adventure might lead.
I write because storytelling brings me joy.
And I write because I believe stories have the power to connect us.
A reader sitting alone with a book can suddenly feel understood.
A fictional conversation can give someone the courage to have a real one.
A character’s struggle can remind us that we’re not the only ones who have experienced fear, doubt, heartbreak, or uncertainty.
And a story about someone finding their way can offer a quiet reminder that perhaps we can find ours, too.
I don’t expect every reader to experience my stories in the same way.
Some will simply enjoy the adventure.
Some will be drawn into the mystery.
Some will laugh at a character’s predicament or become frustrated by a decision they’ve made.
And occasionally, someone might close the book, sit quietly for a moment, and look at their own life a little differently.
That possibility means a great deal to me.
Because if one of my stories entertains you, I’ve done my job as a storyteller.
If it also touches your heart, challenges a belief, or inspires you to see new possibilities in your own life, then I’ve been given something even more meaningful.
And perhaps, in the end, that’s why I continue to write.
Not to tell people how they should live.
Not to convince them that my way of seeing the world is the right one.
But to invite them into an adventure where they might discover something meaningful for themselves.
One character.
One adventure.
One story at a time.
After all, the greatest story you’ll ever experience isn’t one I’ve written.
It’s the one you’re living right now.